where have you been?
i thought you said that all of that was done.
My father has been so distant lately. No, more..more than just lately. It has been quite awhile now. I know that because of his disability, time passes him by without his knowing. But at times, it is hard for me to comprehend that. It is hard for me to understand, and even harder not to be upset at his lack of emotion. Days just fly by, and he does not even notice. I swear we could go without speaking for days, and it would not even phase him.
I miss him. I miss the way he and I used to talk. Not about anything important exactly, nothing too deep, just small conversations about the music we like, some funny thing we saw on TV, memories from when I was small.
I hope he comes back into reality soon, because I really miss him being here.
- MOOD: sympathetic
- MUSIC:the airborne toxic event